well the kids and I have been having a great summer... lots of going to the each playgrounds lots of pictures unfortunately I broke my computer and at least my father is good for something....but it is taking forever to fix it....well on the days without the kids now that is insane....I have went rock climbing explored caves the other day i went to check out the waves in gabarus during the tropical storm well lets just say the water was beautiful and i'm lucky i didn't die I have went to more night clubs in the last month then I have for the 4 years I was of age... I was always the desognated driver...the sober one not this month bud I went crazy I think maybe a nervous break down or something... My birthday was the best though I got off work at 9:30 pm my friends picked me up from work in my car which they had painted my birthday wishes all over....then we made a stop to the liquor store when we got to my place a bunch of people were at my house for the surprise....the only one that wasn't there was my boyfriend because he had to work late....but whatever we went to one club sang karoke then went to another after that one closed and danced all night long I was so drunk then that bar closed so we had an after party....the next day the bf and i were supposed to do something but he ignored me all day and night long then the next day we were supposed to do something and i went and celebrated my friend nathan's birthday with him instead then the bf and I were supposed to do something that saturday and he was pissed at me so he said some nasty things well we know where that relationship went....gone out the window....I am too young to but up with some 44 yr olds bullshit head games....that Friday niht we hit another club and that was insane to the membrane I didn't even really drink that night I drank one beer and someone slipped a hit of ecstasy in my drink imagine me that night I went to go get my car with my friend...the sober person was driving obviously glad I left when I did because at that after party shortly after I left someone near beat someone to death it was crazy I got back blood all over the place.... Glad I was a friend or aquaintance to these people...wouldn't be very good for my reputation in the public eye....needless to say I stopped going to after parties to peoples houses that I don't know with the people that I do know....camping was pretty fun did a lot of that on my days off and took the kids more then half the trips there was one or two I didn't take them....wait until I submit the art work and photos I did over the summer....I have taken up painting and have become quite skilled and my friend nathan has been posing for my sketching....so it has been quite intresting to see another side to life but I think I'm just going to stick to kids, art, work and school and put the new life I have condured up behind me....... until next time and until i submit my new work.... Later Dayz